I had a fun little online session with jane, and she wrote all about it for my dear readers!
Sissy Camgirl Striptease By: sissy jane
Days after my incredible and life-changing sissy adventure session with Mistress Bella, I was forced to travel back home and return to the mundane practices of “normal” life. However, as much as I was hiding the sissy side of myself from those around me, my body was still completely shaven, my toe nails were still covered in a fresh coat sissy red polish and my sissy nipples were still as sensitive as ever from Mistress Bella’s persistent teasing. Often, I’d find myself fantasizing about my in-person session with Mistress Bella, the way she delicately teased my clitty with her heavenly feet while breaking apart my manhood, the way she got me to admit that I was no longer a man but a sissy, or the way she hovered over me with her awesome power while I stared up her from the floor with puppy dog eyes, I could not get Mistress Bella out of my mind. I was addicted, I was obsessed and I knew there was only one thing to do… With my first free moment, I called Mistress Bella to confess my deepest and darkest desires. I told her I could not stop thinking about her and I begged and pleaded to be able to serve her more. Just hearing her voice sent me directly into subspace and I nearly went into to complete ecstasy when she softly whispered “Expect to see a message from me with instructions later today.” I was such an excited sissy for the next few hours, constantly checking my inbox, eager to see what Mistress Bella would request of me. And there it was… “Jane, Watch the following video and be ready to offer a small pastiche on what it conveys about femininity.” Instantly, I clicked on the link and was brought to a video where a gorgeously dainty, feminine blonde, with perfect body and in her early twenties was performing one of the most seductive and feminine stripteases I had ever seen. I watched with complete devotion, and while my clitty was getting excited, I dare not touch without Mistress Bella’s permission. I sat there, studying as I would for a grad school exam watching her every move, noting every little detail, memorizing and practicing knowing that Mistress expected me to perform, “A seductive sway/slow dance and the knowledge of how to strip off a garment, a well done titty rub, a superb and fetching writhe/wiggle, and to see that you've learned how to rub your clitty like a girl. Eventually, you'll have to learn how to masturbate this way.”
I was going to be her sissy cam girl and perform for her all that I had learned in being an object of desire. When the time came to perform for Mistress, I was ready. She signed onto skype and from the second I noticed her captivating eyes and intoxicating beauty, I was hers and there was no escaping. I was to change into my pink baby doll nightie, wig, makeup and 5 inch frilly fiesta red open toed heels and perform for her. It was clear that I existed solely for the pleasure of my onlooker, Mistress Bella. It was a position I was honored to fill. As best as I could in copying the video, I performed the coyest striptease I could, complete delicate titty rub and soft and feminine motions, until I had completely exposed my entire sissy body. Yet, even in my humiliation, a certain calm and protection came over me. I was proud to be Mistress Bella’s and would do anything for her. Mistress alternated the entire time between encouraging me and breaking apart my manhood, an art the she has no doubt perfected. I would do anything she asked of me. She even mentioned during the session, “You are doing a lovely job jane, incredibly sexy, I can see why many enjoy viewing sissies in this way.” And with that, I knew that I was pleasing Mistress and even turning her on a little, and for that, I could not have asked for more. It was perfect. When my dance was done. Mistress proclaimed, “Oh, you’re not done yet girlie, time for you to masturbate like a real girl. Get in bed and spread your legs.” Not to disappoint, I did as instructed and started rubbing the tip of my clitty with two fingers while teasing my sissy nipples with my other hand, something a real man would never do. And there I was grinding and moaning on cam, delicately playing with myself just like the girl in the video for my Mistress. I could not have wished for more. “20, 19, 18, 17….” Mistress had once again started her cum countdown. Knowing full well what that meant, I started rubbing with a greater frequency and intensity, grinding harder and preparing to cum on command. When Mistress hit “1,” I exploded, shooting my sissy milk into my hand and writhing in one of the most mind-numbing orgasms I’d ever had. I had cum like a real girl! And as I cleaned up by swallowing every drop of my cum for Mistress, I thanked her immensely and begged me to make her hers, to which she answered “YOU need to learn these principles well if you seek to be a pleasing and admired sissy who hopes to be fully owned.” And with that, I knew my task. I would never stop striving to be a better sissy for Mistress Bella, because there is no better honor than being hers. To those who question whether an onlinesession can achieve the same level of intensity as an in-person session, my answer to them would be inextricably YES! Of course, there is no physical contact with Mistress in an online session, but her ability to control the psychological and emotional aspects of a session is flawless and above the rest. She will get into your head and you will feel close to her in ways you could never imagine! I cannot get Mistress Bella out of my mind and should you have the honor of serving her in any capacity, I have no doubt you will be met with the same fate. I cannot wait to learn more as Mistress Bella’s sissy and thank her from the bottom of my sissy heart for making my sissy dreams come true!